Wednesday, March 22, 2017

Dearest Dad

The hour has come upon us 
The darkest of days
Consumed our sun.
With broken hearts we trudge along
As the longest days mesh with the shortest  
We tumble along in gusty winds
Despite countless thorns in our flesh 
One foot wobbles in front of the other

With our center gone,
We barely can stand straight.
But as you wished dearest dad
We'll keep moving on
We'll use every ounce of energy left to smile
Endeavouring each day to honor your life
By living ours to the fullest
Raising your flag high till the end of days!

Till we meet again,
Dearest Dad...

I have in my hands

I have in my hands
A chance to carve out my own success 
With God's hands on mine
Today I have the strength to climb the hill before me
My voice is louder than ever
My memory of the promises already granted in the heavenlies sharpened
My eyes see my destiny
My heart bursts with anticipation
My heels itch to run
My mind racing with dreams that consume me
I have before me a path
Made straight by my maker
My guide, my mentor, my father, my mother
I see fear scurrying away In the distance
Doubt shrunk to dust
I know
I'm sure 
I'm ready
Like never before. 
Today is the day
To decidedly brave the old path yet so new
To walk and never look back
To embrace amazing dreams
That I have in my hands 

Grief

Grief is but one color
And Pays no attention to race
Speaks one language 
Caring nothing for dialects too numerous to count 
Marks clear territories on fragile  hearts
Leaves a trail familiar to  mourners 
Scoffs at feeble attempts by high society to drown its sound
Squashes all efforts to hinder its hard work
Vanquishes all avenues that expose it's ways
Shackling the strongest of our lot
Spewing casualties along its tracks. 
An external visitor
Persistent and ever so relentless 
On broken hearts, it feasts
Quenching thirst on streams of tears
With Stolen dreams, it fattens it's purse
Shamelessly Dimming smiles along its path
Keeping the joy that once belonged to us
Chanting dirges in place of melodies
Ever Bountiful  with sorrowful gifts
Claims to cause no calamity
But only a candid collector from the valley of skulls
Seeks shelter in the crevices of fractured hearts
Capturing its light when darkness falls
Prowls cities searching for the silenced 
Whose loved ones remain in ashes and dust
Surviving but with limping hearts
Struggling on 
Though Dreading empty days to come
Shuddering at the notion
Of forever seeing the sun rise the wrong way
But grief glories in the agony of the soul
Disguised beneath wet scars
Wounds denied a chance to ever heal
Riding high waves of ancient rivers
In which many drowned 
But those that remain are many too
Centuries stood no chance against our kind
Running, marching, limping, crawling
We soldier onward
And Against the lot of us 
Grief stands no chance